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(Hope this is an OKAY place to post this thread. Thought it falls under the umbrella of 'getting to know others').
I'm curious about how common aphantasia is among writers, readers, and people in this community. Any other people with aphantasia here? And what your thoughts are on it? Does it affect your creativity? Does it make writing more difficult for you? Does it not bother you at all?
If you don’t know what aphantasia is, I’ll quickly explain: aphantasia is the complete absence of a mind’s eye.
To further explain: when I say, “imagine an apple falling on a table,” someone with* aphantasia will not be able to conjure any image in their mind's eye. While people with normal mind’s eyes, will be able to see** the apple falling on a table.
For people with aphantasia, this revelation can be quite shocking. Not so much that they see nothing internally, since that has more or less always been their reality, but more so that a majority of people do see something. It was a shock for me. I thought everyone's inner experience was more or less the same as mine, and so finding out that most people have these sometimes vivid and visual inner thoughts was incredibly mind blowing.
Phrases like “counting sheep,” or advice like “imagining everyone naked” when making a presentation, are absurd for someone with aphantasia. Personally, I always thought those were figures of speech. I never realised people were actually seeing these things! (It still feels very strange to know that other people can recall my face at will).
What’s more, the mind's eye is a spectrum, and aphantasia is merely an extreme side of the spectrum. So, this means that everyone has varying abilities of visual imagination. Some people have more control of their visual imaginations, can see with them more vividly, etc. (To be honest, since I don’t have a mind's eye myself, I don’t have a clear idea on this, but it’s what I’ve been told).
What’s even more, aphantasia is the absence of the mind’s eye. But on top of the mind’s eye, people have mind’s ears, mind’s noses, and so on; a corresponding inner sense for all the regular senses. So people can hear songs in their heads, or recalling the feeling of hugs from loved ones, or even smell smells that aren’t physically there, from memory… Not all people with aphantasia lack these other inner senses as well. Aphantasia specifically means the lack of the mind's eye. But, alas I do lack all of them. I’m basically a complete mute with all inner senses (yes, even sounds, so my inner voice is non-existent, at least, it’s not ‘sounded out’ at all.)
I have a friend who is an exceptional chef. He described his ability to combine flavours within his imagination and how he is able taste them virtually—his inner taste sense is so refined that he can accurately imagine combinations of flavours he has never experienced in reality.
I’m sure none of this is all that exciting for most of you, since most people have perfectly normal and working internal senses. But for me it was quite a strange revelation to find that I have aphantasia, and furthermore, that I lack all internal senses.
What really bothered me the most, was that I cannot relive past memories, and that when I read, I do not get anything visual. I am quite jealous of people with strong imaginations for these reasons. Although, I still love reading, even though all I get is some words on the page along with the story.
Anyways, I am wondering if there are any other writers/readers with aphantasia here? How does it affect your writing? How does it affect your life? Let’s start a discussion…
Also, I should add, there are other related things called SDAM and face blindness, which are perhaps related to aphantasia but not exactly the same thing. SDAM stands for severely deficient autobiographical memory, which many people with aphantasia have, but not all. I have it and am terrible at recalling past memories. And I am also terrible with faces. Lucky me?
Not to say I am asking anyone to feel sorry for me. My life is perfectly normal, and I don’t find that a lack of inner senses affects me adversely. In fact, I only found out about all this as an adult, a few years ago, and so up until finding out, I never thought anything was wrong, or different. And I still don’t.
So anyways, all that out of the way, I think it’s an interesting discussion when it comes to writers and creatives in general, since so much of what we do is playing with the imagination of other people. I never realised that readers would interpret my words within their heads, and actually “see” my descriptions or stories play out. I think that’s totally cool and interesting. Everyone will see and experience my words differently and in very unique ways… That, for me, makes writing quite fun and exciting, and I like hearing about how people interpret my words and stories within their imaginations. You could say that's one of the joys of writing for me... although, I have very few readers.
Hope I'm in the correct place with this topic.
*: Uh, “someone with aphantasia” sounds like its a disease or something, but it’s not. I’m just honestly not too sure on how to use the word.
**: I guess it’s not technically actually seeing? I just use that verb for shorthand…
I'm curious about how common aphantasia is among writers, readers, and people in this community. Any other people with aphantasia here? And what your thoughts are on it? Does it affect your creativity? Does it make writing more difficult for you? Does it not bother you at all?
If you don’t know what aphantasia is, I’ll quickly explain: aphantasia is the complete absence of a mind’s eye.
To further explain: when I say, “imagine an apple falling on a table,” someone with* aphantasia will not be able to conjure any image in their mind's eye. While people with normal mind’s eyes, will be able to see** the apple falling on a table.
For people with aphantasia, this revelation can be quite shocking. Not so much that they see nothing internally, since that has more or less always been their reality, but more so that a majority of people do see something. It was a shock for me. I thought everyone's inner experience was more or less the same as mine, and so finding out that most people have these sometimes vivid and visual inner thoughts was incredibly mind blowing.
Phrases like “counting sheep,” or advice like “imagining everyone naked” when making a presentation, are absurd for someone with aphantasia. Personally, I always thought those were figures of speech. I never realised people were actually seeing these things! (It still feels very strange to know that other people can recall my face at will).
What’s more, the mind's eye is a spectrum, and aphantasia is merely an extreme side of the spectrum. So, this means that everyone has varying abilities of visual imagination. Some people have more control of their visual imaginations, can see with them more vividly, etc. (To be honest, since I don’t have a mind's eye myself, I don’t have a clear idea on this, but it’s what I’ve been told).
What’s even more, aphantasia is the absence of the mind’s eye. But on top of the mind’s eye, people have mind’s ears, mind’s noses, and so on; a corresponding inner sense for all the regular senses. So people can hear songs in their heads, or recalling the feeling of hugs from loved ones, or even smell smells that aren’t physically there, from memory… Not all people with aphantasia lack these other inner senses as well. Aphantasia specifically means the lack of the mind's eye. But, alas I do lack all of them. I’m basically a complete mute with all inner senses (yes, even sounds, so my inner voice is non-existent, at least, it’s not ‘sounded out’ at all.)
I have a friend who is an exceptional chef. He described his ability to combine flavours within his imagination and how he is able taste them virtually—his inner taste sense is so refined that he can accurately imagine combinations of flavours he has never experienced in reality.
I’m sure none of this is all that exciting for most of you, since most people have perfectly normal and working internal senses. But for me it was quite a strange revelation to find that I have aphantasia, and furthermore, that I lack all internal senses.
What really bothered me the most, was that I cannot relive past memories, and that when I read, I do not get anything visual. I am quite jealous of people with strong imaginations for these reasons. Although, I still love reading, even though all I get is some words on the page along with the story.
Anyways, I am wondering if there are any other writers/readers with aphantasia here? How does it affect your writing? How does it affect your life? Let’s start a discussion…
Also, I should add, there are other related things called SDAM and face blindness, which are perhaps related to aphantasia but not exactly the same thing. SDAM stands for severely deficient autobiographical memory, which many people with aphantasia have, but not all. I have it and am terrible at recalling past memories. And I am also terrible with faces. Lucky me?
Not to say I am asking anyone to feel sorry for me. My life is perfectly normal, and I don’t find that a lack of inner senses affects me adversely. In fact, I only found out about all this as an adult, a few years ago, and so up until finding out, I never thought anything was wrong, or different. And I still don’t.
So anyways, all that out of the way, I think it’s an interesting discussion when it comes to writers and creatives in general, since so much of what we do is playing with the imagination of other people. I never realised that readers would interpret my words within their heads, and actually “see” my descriptions or stories play out. I think that’s totally cool and interesting. Everyone will see and experience my words differently and in very unique ways… That, for me, makes writing quite fun and exciting, and I like hearing about how people interpret my words and stories within their imaginations. You could say that's one of the joys of writing for me... although, I have very few readers.
Hope I'm in the correct place with this topic.
*: Uh, “someone with aphantasia” sounds like its a disease or something, but it’s not. I’m just honestly not too sure on how to use the word.
**: I guess it’s not technically actually seeing? I just use that verb for shorthand…