Jo, I probably won't get the words right either, but your original post gave me a vivid picture of Levi. I'm sorry you've lost such a loyal friend; someone who took the risks that challenged you and his other friends to live braver, more generous lives. I hope you never forget him, and maybe it will help if sometimes you do something for someone else and think "Levi, this is for you"? I don't know. Grief is intense and private. Just know you have our sympathy/prayers. Take care,
Jenny