Let's say you found out today that, for whatever reason, there was no chance that anything you write (or have written) will ever be published, and no chance that anyone in a workshop or writing class (or anyone on a Share Your Work forum) would ever read your work. There is no chance that anyone other than you (and maybe your significant other) will ever read your words.
Would you keep writing?
I wish I could say that I write solely to express myself, and any potential for an audience is irrelevant. But I'd be lying. Although I am unpublished, the possibility of publication is, in fact, an extremely important motivation for me. I guess it's a product of insecurity. I crave validation. I really want people (who don't have the same interest in matter as, say, my wife) to tell me I've done a great thing. It may not be enough for me to be silently confident that I've done something well.
I don't know that I would shut down entirely if I knew I would never have an audience. But I also don't know that I would plop myself into a chair at 9PM two hours after a long day of work and family duties.
Would you keep writing?
I wish I could say that I write solely to express myself, and any potential for an audience is irrelevant. But I'd be lying. Although I am unpublished, the possibility of publication is, in fact, an extremely important motivation for me. I guess it's a product of insecurity. I crave validation. I really want people (who don't have the same interest in matter as, say, my wife) to tell me I've done a great thing. It may not be enough for me to be silently confident that I've done something well.
I don't know that I would shut down entirely if I knew I would never have an audience. But I also don't know that I would plop myself into a chair at 9PM two hours after a long day of work and family duties.