RE: Divine Appointments
This thread reminds me of conversations I've had with a few of the college students at church. Simply put, I think God gives us great autonomy with our lives, like a loving father. He’s given us gifts and skills and a big world to explore as we will. But I also think there are a handful of times when He specifically calls us to do something extraordinary, and it’s when we respond to that call in faith that he does the truly extraordinary things (such as clear divine appointments). I can look back over my life and see a few stone altars marking times when God did something truly extraordinary that changed me and those around me forever.
I like the example of Daniel in the OT. A majority of his life was just being faithful to God in prayer and purity, but there were a handful of times when God called him to do something truly extraordinary.
The only time I’ve ever felt like I heard “The Voice of God” was when I was 24. It was a time when I was on the biggest spiritual upswing and really immersed myself in studying Scripture. I was walking down a hallway at work and a fully-formed thought popped into my head. I don’t know how to describe it, because I definitely know how my own thoughts “feel” and this did not come from within. The thought was “I have people who love the Word as you do. Go read it to them.” Immediately I knew God was talking about people in a Nursing Home who loved the Bible, but couldn’t read it.
The next day I called nursing homes and found one where I could volunteer. I’m sure they thought I was a kook. I stopped working overtime at work and started visiting the nursing home three times a week and found some residents who wanted me to sit and read to them and just talk to them. Through one of them, I came into contact with an 80-year-old minister who became my mentor and my hero and dramatically changed my life. Of course many things about those nursing home visits and relationships changed my life over the next few years.
There have been a few other times when I’ve felt strongly called to do something, but I’ve never felt that “fully formed thought” before or since.
RE: Spiritual Warfare Stuff
Since RT brought it up, I’ve had similar experiences, although not as clear. When I was in my mid-20’s I would frequently have vivid nightmares, almost on a nightly basis, where I’d be having a normal dream, then the dream would shift and I’d be sleeping my bed and a demon would be in the room. In my dream, I’d always confront the demon with the name of Jesus and invariably the next thing I knew, my wife would be shaking me awake because I was moaning and trying to yell. Believe me when I say, these were distinctly different than any other nightmares I’ve ever had, and even after I woke up I could still feel an evil presence in the room. I’d turn on the TV and just pray until I eventually fell back asleep.
Interestingly enough, when we moved out of that house a few years later, those “night visits” stopped almost entirely. I still have a few of these a year, but they’re far less frequent, although no less real.
What I’ve come to believe is that Hollywood has really built up demons in our minds. We think of them as these powerful, tangible, ugly things that throw furniture and talk like in The Exorcist. In real life, I think they’re mostly just bullies. They try to frighten us. They play on our temptations. They do anything they can to just distract us from God. But compared to Jesus, they’re little more than pesky mosquitoes. They just live to oppress us when we’re weak.
I will add that this is an American perspective. There are places where the demons have a VERY strong presence and are much more open about it. But in America, there’s no need.
In the end, I think God is more interested in a genuine relationship based on faith than on sensationalism; in us giving up our own little self-centered interests for the far-greater things He has to offer us.
Boy, I bet the lurkers are just loving this thread.
