Am I cursed?

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This is a question (mainly) for people who have published, who have taken the plunge and let their work out into the world to be seen by the public.
Do you reach a point where you are finally happy with your work?
I am currently on the 10th version of the beast (er...manuscript). The first three don't count, the next few were crap and had style from a nightmare. The last couple have been "ok".

A couple of days ago I was ready to publish - at least my proofing copy. I had written a new subplot - one that was actually cool and didn't feel tacked in. But when I finally finished it (and came down off the high of actually completeing it before the end of my holidays) I realised I wasn't happy with it.

I felt I had underused the new subplot, not to the character that's only in this book, and not to the characters that will be reoccuring series chracters. They're not that important in comparison to the "main" story, but I felt bad for not doing justice to them.

My problem is this: the story wasn't ever intended to be a novel, it was a story centric around two characters. It can't stand on its own as a novel, and therefore needs support from subplots.

I've started on the LAST VERSION of the beast. I've written an outline I'm pretty happy with (it basically expands on the subplot, deletes a whole bunch of characters and makes it tie in a lot better).

I just don't want to get to the end and find I'm still not happy. If that happens, I'm going to scrap it, write the second book and just jump into the series, and do the first book later - incorporated as backstory or done special some way.

I know I'm rambling and it's a TLDR thread, but if someone did read this, have you had similar problems?
 

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Yep, you're cursed. You're called a writer. (The real cursed ones are those who are happy with their work in its infant stages and aren't willing to help the work grow up and mature.)
 

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No, I reach a point where others are "happy" with my work. When those others are editors, then the work is published. I don't aim for "happiness," I aim for relative completion. I like the sentiment that a story is never finished, it's simply abandoned.
 

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I'm never "happy" with any of my finished product. I'm...reluctantly satisfied.

I have my own beast that I know after another draft or two I'll either deem it publish-worthy or scrap it. I can always go back an rehash an old story and write it better because I'm growing as a writer but, after years of doing this, I realized I was creating something new. I realized sometimes...just sometimes...it's okay to let things go.
 

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Here's an encouraging story.

I published my first novel 15 years ago. When I read the galleys at the time I was appalled at how lame it was, how far it was from what I'd hoped it would be. I stopped writing for a long time, (not because of that book) and recently picked up that old book, for the first time in many, many years, worried I might unconsciously be repeating some of its ideas in my current work. I started reading, and for the first time I could see it objectively, as if someone else had written it. And you know what? It wasn't half bad.

Could have been better, though.
 

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I send it out to readers once the work starts to rot in my mind and become something I don't like at all (it takes about a week) and depending on what the readers say tells me how much work I have to do. If they're mostly not confused and they mostly enjoy the story and they're mostly pleased with what they've read, then I'll do a second-draft/touch-up. I never ever go further than a third draft. Sooner or later, I gotta stop and go write something else.
 

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Andre_Laurent said:
Hummm... I've written one section about... oh 30 times now and I almost like it now. :D

I have one short story that's gone through eight drafts, mostly because there's something wrong with it that keeps stopping me. I have had a finished draft of it yet...and I probably won't. I quit trying to write it months ago in irritation. If I did a section thirty times, I'd probably hang myself.

That may just be me, though. :)
 

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PeeDee said:
I have one short story that's gone through eight drafts, mostly because there's something wrong with it that keeps stopping me. I have had a finished draft of it yet...and I probably won't. I quit trying to write it months ago in irritation. If I did a section thirty times, I'd probably hang myself.

That may just be me, though. :)
I think I'd rather take up drinking than hang myself. :D
 

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Fortunately, I neither hang myself nor do I drink. I just move to write something that makes me happy and works.
 
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