kristie911 said:
I understand where you're at...with a pending divorce and more stress than one person should have to carry around, my anger has been getting the best of me lately. Actually, I'm swinging between a crippling depression and the anger.
I'm quoting kristie911 here but it's really a response to Can'tCatchABreak.
Sometimes one emotion masquerades as another, it's helpful to be able to get underneath an emotion's skin a bit and see what is going on. This is particularly true about anger and depression. Depression is sometimes seen as anger turned inward. In anger we try to flatten the person who makes us angry. If we can't do that we might try to flatten ourselves instead, and that works out in depression, it's a 'safer' way of being angry sometimes. Not better, but safer.
I'm not trying to say too much about krisite911's situation here, except that it highlights something that might serve the original post well.
CatchaBreak - what is it that is making you the jagged pill? Whatever it is seems to be in too much control of your life. And if you can identify what it is, is it really what it seems to be? Or is there another emotion hiding underneath it? You seem to be able to identify something, go a bit further with that identifying process.
Some people have suggested using the emotion to write something else to which it can give its power. I agree with that to a certain extent. However, if you can resolve the emotional tension, you will still be able to use the emotional power in your writing, but you will also have more control over how the emotion works itself into the text.
/Soap box mode off/
Kim