I've finally come to the realization that I'm stuck between two worlds, fiction and non-fiction. On one hand, I'm tired of the dry theological/philodophical books I've been reading. But the idea of writing fiction without a point is unthinkable to me. When you write fiction, people tell you not to push an agenda. But I say, what's the point of writing if you're not trying to dig deep into the psyche or soul? So what should I do? Make a choice or just say, screw it and write for me and myself alone?