Eoinoctis
03-10-2004, 02:31 AM
This is the first time I have ever posted in a forum such as this. I am not a professional writer by any stretch of the imagination. Nor do I write for any local papers, or anything of that sort. For a few years I have tossed around the idea of writing a book, and now feel that I am in the right place in my life emotionally, to undertake such an endeavor. I have no formal training in writing, at least nothing at the university level. I am not writing this book with the idea that I could become a famous writer - I have few delusions about the realities of life. And indeed, I am writing this book first and foremost for myself. However, I would like to have it published when the time comes. I haven’t any clue whether someone would even look at the writing of someone with no formal training or background, and little experience.
To be perfectly honest, I hate working my 9-5 job. I hate being restricted by other people’s timeframes. I hate having to show up at a job every day, whether I want to or not. Nevertheless I continue at this job as I have greater goal in mind - moving to England. Becoming a paid novelist would be a dream for me. The idea of having no office to go to, being able to work on my own schedule and having the option of working outside in the middle of nowhere, would change my life. My current job stresses me out so much that I get headaches almost every day I am at work. It is adversely affecting my health.
I know that I need to do something creative for a living. In any job I have ever worked, it was always the creative parts I enjoyed the most. I had a mental breakdown about a year ago, at the end of a term of university. I realized that I needed to do something that made me happy, and not just do what I figured people would respect me for. This last year has been a year of discoveries about myself. I have realized that I would be happier barely making ends meet and doing something I enjoyed, than having lots of money but hating my job. It seems like a no-brainer, but when you have the idea that money equals success and happiness drilled into your mind up through school, you start to believe it.
For the sake of not further boring anyone who has read this far, I will end this shortly. I have come to this forum in the hopes that I might learn from others who have walk this path before me. I truly hope that I can turn my enjoyment of writing into a “career” of sorts, and that I can finally free my mind from the bonds of this office prison. I have to ask though, do people here think I am dreaming, or is there a chance that I could write novels professionally, despite having no formal training of any kind? Would publishers even take me seriously enough to read my work? Thanks in advance for your help and suggestions.
To be perfectly honest, I hate working my 9-5 job. I hate being restricted by other people’s timeframes. I hate having to show up at a job every day, whether I want to or not. Nevertheless I continue at this job as I have greater goal in mind - moving to England. Becoming a paid novelist would be a dream for me. The idea of having no office to go to, being able to work on my own schedule and having the option of working outside in the middle of nowhere, would change my life. My current job stresses me out so much that I get headaches almost every day I am at work. It is adversely affecting my health.
I know that I need to do something creative for a living. In any job I have ever worked, it was always the creative parts I enjoyed the most. I had a mental breakdown about a year ago, at the end of a term of university. I realized that I needed to do something that made me happy, and not just do what I figured people would respect me for. This last year has been a year of discoveries about myself. I have realized that I would be happier barely making ends meet and doing something I enjoyed, than having lots of money but hating my job. It seems like a no-brainer, but when you have the idea that money equals success and happiness drilled into your mind up through school, you start to believe it.
For the sake of not further boring anyone who has read this far, I will end this shortly. I have come to this forum in the hopes that I might learn from others who have walk this path before me. I truly hope that I can turn my enjoyment of writing into a “career” of sorts, and that I can finally free my mind from the bonds of this office prison. I have to ask though, do people here think I am dreaming, or is there a chance that I could write novels professionally, despite having no formal training of any kind? Would publishers even take me seriously enough to read my work? Thanks in advance for your help and suggestions.