astonwest said:
I don't know...if I receive my rights back (one can dream), I'd probably still just let the book go. It was crap then, it's still crap now, and the amount of effort it would take to resurrect an actual novel from the ashes would be more work than simply creating a better work from scratch.
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Mine was crap then. I'll be the first to admit that. And it sure as hay wasn't ready for prime time. Which is why
Prune
America "gave it the chance it deserved." Bullsh!t!
However, once I received my rights back, I had a decision to make. And, yes, it did involve Borders. To a point. But it was also personal. I could have walked away and told the manager forget it.
I did have another option which Jenna asked me about. And that was to put it through Lulu in its old format to keep it on the shelf @ Borders. I politely told her she was out of her mind since the book sucked. I added I was being given a once in a lifetime opportunity: a do-over. Jenna, in her kindness, lied to me and said it would only take me about a month to rewrite it. Thank God she stretched the truth about as far as one can
As most of you know, it took 6 months to rewrite. It was the hardest thing I've ever done. It was analagous to doing a jigsaw puzzle, it needed
so much work. Please remember, my book was first accepted back in the day when PA claimed to have used editors. I have no idea what they used them for...
At the end, I felt like a writer. And the best part is, now I really like my book
I'm also proud of it.
To be optimistic, when it finds a home w/ a commercial publisher, I'll be excited about working w/ an editor. A real one. Now there's something to look forward to
Do I ever have to mention
Prune
America? No. Will I? Not in a query letter. It will be thrown away immediately.