In my younger days I used to write because I thought I had something to say and wanted to be rich and famous (I kid you not.)
Then I wanted to touch people, move them, see them cry or smile or argue over my words.
Then when my second children's book was published, oh so many years ago, and I was walking down a street and saw it in the window of a store in Jerusalem (imported all the way from the USA), I decided I wrote because of the feeling it gave me at that moment.
As the years went by, I abandoned the rich and famous desire, and I realized that to touch people you had to be real - first and foremost to yourself - and I understood that the feeling of seeing your book in the window of a bookstore or listed at Amazon, while incredible, does not last.
Then I realized that all the above were excuses. Simply put, I write for me. To bring out the raw, the untouched, the hidden emotion and the passion. To let that voice express itself, first and foremost to my own concious mind. I write to let the story out so I can read it for myself.
And when I do that, I know I will touch others. I know the book will always be in the window of my mind and that too is an exhilirating experience. And though I have no clue if I will ever be famous or rich, I do know I have made my own world richer, and I know myself that much better.
Teddy