Okay, not really. I received a new book last week, Mind Bend by Robin Cook. I ordered it through a book swapping place so I didn't get to read the back cover, but I ordered it anyways. I sat down for a good read and started with the back cover and the blurbs, like I always do, and then I read through the prologue.
Then it happened. The book was slowly shaping into my current ms. I felt sick to my stomach, but I kept reading. By the middle of Chapter 1 the parallels were so disgustingly apparent that I thought I might puke. This book was published in 1986, when I was 4, so really I guess my worry is that I stole HIS idea. I have never read this author before, and I just started reading the genre. I think I am going crazy, lol.
I haven't had the courage to reopen the book. I am sending it to my sister to read for me. My worry is that I am writing a story (our prologue and first chapter had the same scenes, themes, and even outline. It was nuts) that has already been written. This story is very personal to me and sprang from some personal experiences that I was trying to work through in fiction. I also worry that if I read the book, and only the basics are similar, I will taint my ms or my story concept will change for the worse trying to veer away or toward this book.
My sister is familiar with my plot, so she said she would read it and tell me how much I need to worry, but I am so sick over this I don't even want to continue on this MS right now.
Suggestions, similar experiences, anything? I feel just awful right now.
Then it happened. The book was slowly shaping into my current ms. I felt sick to my stomach, but I kept reading. By the middle of Chapter 1 the parallels were so disgustingly apparent that I thought I might puke. This book was published in 1986, when I was 4, so really I guess my worry is that I stole HIS idea. I have never read this author before, and I just started reading the genre. I think I am going crazy, lol.
I haven't had the courage to reopen the book. I am sending it to my sister to read for me. My worry is that I am writing a story (our prologue and first chapter had the same scenes, themes, and even outline. It was nuts) that has already been written. This story is very personal to me and sprang from some personal experiences that I was trying to work through in fiction. I also worry that if I read the book, and only the basics are similar, I will taint my ms or my story concept will change for the worse trying to veer away or toward this book.
My sister is familiar with my plot, so she said she would read it and tell me how much I need to worry, but I am so sick over this I don't even want to continue on this MS right now.
Suggestions, similar experiences, anything? I feel just awful right now.
Hopefully that means that in the end, when I have finished at least the first draft, I can read the book and shrug off any small similarities.