I submitted a query to an agent I KNEW would reject it. Does that make me a glutten for humiliation?
Yep.
Actually, in my mind, I was thinking, "I need to be rejected. I need to know what it feels like." As if, being picked last for kick ball in third grade wasn't enough. Hey, put it this way, the ground wore my glasses more than I did that year. I'll leave it at that.
This crazy need to control even my rejection is a bit twisted. Hmm, might make for a nice little story actually. But trust me, I realize I'm not doing myself any favors playing these little games. This is a one and done type deal.
The agent was very kind and paid me some very insightful compliments. I still have THREE queries out there that keep me awake at night. Just thought I'd share my saga. Have at me!
Yep.
Actually, in my mind, I was thinking, "I need to be rejected. I need to know what it feels like." As if, being picked last for kick ball in third grade wasn't enough. Hey, put it this way, the ground wore my glasses more than I did that year. I'll leave it at that.
This crazy need to control even my rejection is a bit twisted. Hmm, might make for a nice little story actually. But trust me, I realize I'm not doing myself any favors playing these little games. This is a one and done type deal.
The agent was very kind and paid me some very insightful compliments. I still have THREE queries out there that keep me awake at night. Just thought I'd share my saga. Have at me!