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This may be a disturbing post, but I need to get something off my chest.
I am a published novelist, but lately, I have been troubled over some actions I did in the past. Namely, the fact that I pitched my million-dollar idea in front of a bunch of students at NYU. The reasons why I did this were mainly as follows:
1. Someone broke into my home and stole copies of my work, so I was trying to get witnesses to protect it in addition to the copyright registration.
2. I figured I may as well network at NYU, since it is a prestigious school and a lot of these kids have powerful parents.
3. I was stressed out and I really needed someone to give me feedback.
4. I didn't realize that all I had to do to protect it was send it out to production companies and publishers, even though the book wasn't yet perfect at the time.
After I pitched it in numerous classes, various students ended up hating me for my beliefs and could easily steal the idea. Not to mention the fact that none of the other students would have taken time out of their busy lives to testify for me should a thing have occurred.
A stupider thing I did was not sending out query letters immediately after I realized the idea was in severe danger, because I thought I should wait until the script was perfect. Instead, I waited until I had the perfect script, which was more than a year later.
In the end, I won. The idea is now published and mine to claim forever. In fact, it is being produced into a movie and gotten me a lot of high-paying jobs. However, I am still disturbed by how easily it could have fallen into the hands of those disgusting people. I can't help but shake the feeling that I won only because of luck that my stupid, self-destructive actions didn't cost me my life's work.
I know most people here will either ignore me or call me a loser, but I just needed to get this off my chest so I can write without it pestering me. I still don't understand how I could have been that dumb. I could have lost everything and been considered a loser by the writing community.
Can anyone offer me any feedback, positive or negative?
I am a published novelist, but lately, I have been troubled over some actions I did in the past. Namely, the fact that I pitched my million-dollar idea in front of a bunch of students at NYU. The reasons why I did this were mainly as follows:
1. Someone broke into my home and stole copies of my work, so I was trying to get witnesses to protect it in addition to the copyright registration.
2. I figured I may as well network at NYU, since it is a prestigious school and a lot of these kids have powerful parents.
3. I was stressed out and I really needed someone to give me feedback.
4. I didn't realize that all I had to do to protect it was send it out to production companies and publishers, even though the book wasn't yet perfect at the time.
After I pitched it in numerous classes, various students ended up hating me for my beliefs and could easily steal the idea. Not to mention the fact that none of the other students would have taken time out of their busy lives to testify for me should a thing have occurred.
A stupider thing I did was not sending out query letters immediately after I realized the idea was in severe danger, because I thought I should wait until the script was perfect. Instead, I waited until I had the perfect script, which was more than a year later.
In the end, I won. The idea is now published and mine to claim forever. In fact, it is being produced into a movie and gotten me a lot of high-paying jobs. However, I am still disturbed by how easily it could have fallen into the hands of those disgusting people. I can't help but shake the feeling that I won only because of luck that my stupid, self-destructive actions didn't cost me my life's work.
I know most people here will either ignore me or call me a loser, but I just needed to get this off my chest so I can write without it pestering me. I still don't understand how I could have been that dumb. I could have lost everything and been considered a loser by the writing community.
Can anyone offer me any feedback, positive or negative?
