Unfortunately, the Internet is something of a hazard to new writers. It used to be that you had to go through a gatekeeper, and presumably your stuff would at least be up to somebody's standard, if and when it made print. (That said, a number of commercially published writers have disliked their early novels.) But it's very, very easy these days to put work on the market that you may regret later.
Personally, I'm thankful I didn't manage to publish my earliest work, though at the time, of course, I thought it was fantastic. In your situation, I would say, chalk it up to a learning experience, and keep writing. You can't move on with your development if you keep looking back and cringing.
Personally, I'm thankful I didn't manage to publish my earliest work, though at the time, of course, I thought it was fantastic. In your situation, I would say, chalk it up to a learning experience, and keep writing. You can't move on with your development if you keep looking back and cringing.