LOLOL I am sorry, I didn't mean to freak you guys out. It has been an insanely long journey. I feel largely okay sharing how ugly it was because of the upcoming *~news!~* lol, but yus, for the longest time, it was just depressing as hell. Editor #4 was actually the first time I'd ever come so close, and it was on my first MS, so I was ever so naive and hopeful. When acquisitions shot her down, I was just FLOORED. I'd really bought into the whole "It just takes one yes!!" mantra...which is complete BS, btw, because it does NOT only take one yes...it takes one yes, and then a team of yeses, and then another goddamn team of yeses.
Hmm, this is probably not helping with the whole "not freaking people out" thing, huh.
Sorry. On the bright side, I got to meet other writers who are the best people around, many of whom are my best friends now, so the journey's really not all bad.