I am a Newbie on this Board and appreciate those who have posted sharing their views and experiences. Actually I fully understand Amazon rankings since I self-published my first novel, a futuristic political thriller called The Founding Five. It still sells a copy now and then, although overall sales have been very low and the ranking has ranged from 47,000 to 1.4 million over the years. Since I wrote this book, I've learned a great deal and may eventually do a rewrite. I still believe it's a great story, although I realize it needed a lot of work before it was ready to be submitted to agents and publishers. In addition, when I go back and look at my query letters, I am actually embarrassed. Still everyone has to start somewhere.
I tried for three years to find either an agent or publisher for Confessions of a Liberal Lover, but invariably the response came back that they were not interested in novellas only full length novels. That's why I decided to go the e-book route. Two publishers responded to my query, requested the manuscript and offered me a contract. I chose Red Rose for a variety of reasons. Perhaps you are right and there is no hope that the book will be a success, but I still consider this a step up from self-publishing and it has not cost me anything out of my own pocket.
I will be attending an Algonkian Writer Conference in San Francisco in May and taking along my new novel, A Monstrous Game. Hopefully through the conference I will gain additional insights and be able to network with those who can help me find an agent, assuming I receive some confirmation that the book is worthy of publication.
The bottom line, however, is that after twenty-plus years working in a career I hated, I am now doing what I love. It would be nice if many readers could enjoy the fruits of my labor, which would result in my achieving commerical success, but even if I don't, I still consider the time I spend writing a blessing.
Thanks again for sharing.