Hey girl! Are you feeling tortured and alone? No longer. It's nine in the morning and I haven't had a cig in thirteen hours. My OH doesn't know yet, I'm afraid to make or break the commitment by telling him. Sometimes you can hang on to a thing on your own, alone, but another person knows what your up to, looks once at you funny and you say, "Well the Hell with it! Why am I doing this alone?"
Thing is, every time I've done this, he's the one refuses to cooperate in any way, shape, or form. I know how he feels. When my granddaughter comes over we go out on the porch and smoke. It makes me feel a bit like a leper. I like the freedom to smoke when and where in my own house. So, I basically quit when she's over. I'd rather have a granddaughter fix, anyway. My daughter does all the back and forth to the porch. To her, this is almost like the old days when she could relax and have a cigarette. Even before the baby began, she and her OH had made a pact not to smoke in the new house. They go onto the porch in the cold. When I go visit at thier house, I flat out quit. LOL
Anyhow, I'm surprised I could write this much while jiggling. I figure 2 & 1/2 more days of keeping my fingers busy might give me something to keep working on and a far healthier body.
I'll check in with you tomorrow. Hang in.