not at all! I'm just neurotic and obsessive. I'm actually trying to plow through drafts of 4 related stories by the end of December while the idea is with me and Nano is an excellent way to get my ass in gear. I wholly expect the first drafts to be crap--but redeemable crap. As long as I get my ideas on the page I can worry about the rest when I go through and edit.
So yeah, don't hate yourself! I'm actually writing in a crazy mad dash like this because I want to plow through 2 roughly nano-length stories this month if I can make it happen. I either work really fast, or I drag my heels like you wouldn't believe. It's my nature, I guess. No middle ground for me. haha.
Now, *adds you*