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I've been at a story for the last month, off and on. It keeps growing, becoming deeper, I know more and more about each character, the plot twists, etc. I estimate for the current 8 to 9,000 words I have, I've probably written 25,000.
Oh....my....God.
It's only as I write it down that I realise that's true.
The thing is, its not working and I want to abandon it.
I think part of the problem may have been that someone was waiting to crit it for me and that put me under pressure. I hate having to hand over stuff for people to find the obvious mistakes. Another was that I lost confidence in my narrative structure. I had a tendency to speak of things (occasionally ), as if I was looking back in time at them. Then I would carry on, maintaining chronological order but withholding information that the narrator didn't have at the time, but did have looking back, if you know what I mean.
I began to wonder if that could work. I changed it. I changed it back.
I must have started the damn thing about six different times.
Anyway, tonight, I decided, enough is enough. I'm abandoning. Maybe, when I am a successful published novelist, I may pull this idea out and turn it into a novel, but for now, I am setting me free to write other things.
I'm just wondering, what experience others have of abandoning.
Is it the right thing to do? Are some stories just beyond you at a certain stage? Do they always annoy you or do you just walk away with a big smile on your face and a hearty sigh of relief that the giant struggle is over?
I'm relieved in a sense that I've given up with this one. I'm just wondering had anyone else got this particular t-shirt.
Oh....my....God.
It's only as I write it down that I realise that's true.
The thing is, its not working and I want to abandon it.
I think part of the problem may have been that someone was waiting to crit it for me and that put me under pressure. I hate having to hand over stuff for people to find the obvious mistakes. Another was that I lost confidence in my narrative structure. I had a tendency to speak of things (occasionally ), as if I was looking back in time at them. Then I would carry on, maintaining chronological order but withholding information that the narrator didn't have at the time, but did have looking back, if you know what I mean.
I began to wonder if that could work. I changed it. I changed it back.
I must have started the damn thing about six different times.
Anyway, tonight, I decided, enough is enough. I'm abandoning. Maybe, when I am a successful published novelist, I may pull this idea out and turn it into a novel, but for now, I am setting me free to write other things.
I'm just wondering, what experience others have of abandoning.
Is it the right thing to do? Are some stories just beyond you at a certain stage? Do they always annoy you or do you just walk away with a big smile on your face and a hearty sigh of relief that the giant struggle is over?
I'm relieved in a sense that I've given up with this one. I'm just wondering had anyone else got this particular t-shirt.