I have made the biggest mistake of my life
I have just realized I have made the biggest mistake of my life. The thing is it was me who sent the submission to Random House, I sent it straight to them and then I got an agent. I have just realized today that I sent the wrong thing to Random House, I sent an earlier draft and it had numerous spelling mistakes and grammar errors in it. They have now responded and said that my work wasn't up to scratch enough for them to accept it and I now know why, good god I can't believe I have been so stupid. I have now told my agent to apologize profusley on my behalf for being such an idiot. On the upside though they did say my work was very prolific and that they did like it but now Iam totally hacked off for want of a better word, I don't know what Iam going to do to sort this catastrophe, I can only hope they accept my apology and I'm also hoping that since they took a very long time to review it, most likely cause I didn't have an agent when I first sent it that they won't be too peeved off, Iam trying to thing of something to say or do to make up for this gigantic mistake so if anybody has any ideas please feel free to tell me.
On the good side of things though, my agent has now succesfully submitted to Simon And Schuster and to Bloomsbury so Iam hoping all is not lost but good god. Are they going to hold this against me for the rest of my life and refuse to accept anymore work by me or accept the fully editted version of my work.
I suppose everyone makes mistakes in life and I have just made mine