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Here's something I thought this might make good grist for the procrastinating crowd milling about these parts.
I'm one of those people who writes because he has to. It's just a strange compulsion. When I least expect it, something will pop into my head and it just won't leave until I write it down. Sometimes, I don't mind it. Sometimes, I even enjoy it. Most of the time, though, it drives me crazy.
For the past nine months, I've been dedicating serious energy to figuring out what I want to be when I grow up. Until about three weeks ago, I was sure it would be something that involved writing. Then, about three weeks ago, I had an epiphany -
I don't want to be a professional writer.
As I thought more about it, I realized that I had always thought I should be a writer because I had always been told that I should be a writer. I've been hearing it since I was 8 years old. Even when I was in art school, actively pursuing something completely different, people would always read something I had written and tell me I should be writing instead. At some point, I internalized that to mean that it was my duty to be a writer and that anything else would be unacceptable.
Is it just me? Are there other creatively talented people who continue to practice their crafts out of some sense of duty to their talent? Or am I the only one?
I'm one of those people who writes because he has to. It's just a strange compulsion. When I least expect it, something will pop into my head and it just won't leave until I write it down. Sometimes, I don't mind it. Sometimes, I even enjoy it. Most of the time, though, it drives me crazy.
For the past nine months, I've been dedicating serious energy to figuring out what I want to be when I grow up. Until about three weeks ago, I was sure it would be something that involved writing. Then, about three weeks ago, I had an epiphany -
I don't want to be a professional writer.
As I thought more about it, I realized that I had always thought I should be a writer because I had always been told that I should be a writer. I've been hearing it since I was 8 years old. Even when I was in art school, actively pursuing something completely different, people would always read something I had written and tell me I should be writing instead. At some point, I internalized that to mean that it was my duty to be a writer and that anything else would be unacceptable.
Is it just me? Are there other creatively talented people who continue to practice their crafts out of some sense of duty to their talent? Or am I the only one?
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