I posted a lot as usual mostly on RPG forums, transcribed about 10,000 words (didn't count) revising as I go, and sent my Halloween story to an interested fan who loved the first ten pages and wants to make a PDF of it so he can put it on his web site. I declined, saying I am going to submit it to a magazine. I also IMed about 5,000 words, also a pretty normal thing for me. Part of this was to a colleague who practices magic.
ex:
Thelema 27 Like give me an example. Do you mean that weird state of mind right after you wake up where you can't focus?
JinxDoxy yea, exactly; In Liber MMM there's no outline for any practice connected with the "just waking up state". If you are going after chaos monasticism, then you have to wake up every hour or so during sleep to meditate on the chaos star. Otherwise there's no direct reference to visualization upon awakening.
Thelema 27 I could be mistaken, but I just read the book the other day
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(crack)1111111 hahahha
JinxDoxy He's fixing your ear.
that what it feels like
haha
Anyway- sorry but I'm kinda busy right now. Did they give you any pain meds?
anti-inflamatory
Put some warm hydrogen peroxide in your ear (warm not hot)
that should make it feel a bit better.
FRATER .:.2:1:7.:. hmmm
FRATER .:.2:1:7.:. try that
JinxDoxy well good luck, and ttyl
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JinxDoxy He's just full of himself.
He is addicted to various message boards and he will spend like three months watching one board obsessively and posting every five minutes.
It gives him authority.
People who don't post a lot are like "oh wow this guy is awesome!"
Haine or lack of sanity....
JinxDoxy And yet he spends so much time posting and being a pseudo-authority that he really never does anything.
JinxDoxy His grasp of the basics of Liber MMM is minimal at best.
But he is sure of his own power to overbear people on a message board! that he knows!
Haine LOL...
12/26/2006 18:33:23 JinxDoxy He can't cast a basic enchantment
He can't meditate
Haine really....
JinxDoxy He's actually very middle class and pedestrian in his thinking.
Haine wierd...
JinxDoxy But the fact that he posts his ass off all day long PLUS the fact that he spends his vacation time in esoteric workshops gives him authority
not weird
Haine there are a lot of people like that in other areas besides magic.
(relating it, to my once perception of him)
JinxDoxy On the xyx (writing) board that I belong to there are people who can't write, but they post a lot.
n00bs believe they have authority because it says "xyx member" under their name or some shit like that
Just like with t5a, saying they are a "magus" if they have 1500 posts or something.
Haine And THEY CAN'T WRITE.
JinxDoxy lol. They talk about it, but they don't DO it.
Haine They're killing time.
…….But since these people only know that one board and to them that's like the WHOLE INTERNET they have no idea that that's such a common scam!
Haine ahahahaha...
thats fucked up
JinxDoxy those people on T5a are like that too and some of them get into IOT based on their post count and the influence they weild (whoops! sp) on that forum.
NOT because they can do magic.
Haine t5a actually the second forum i ever belonged to, EVER... besides the old .atl
Or know anything about it.
i feel bad for xxx lol
JinxDoxy why?
they look at him as a god
he's like a rock star to them
so- pfft
Haine thattttttttttts fuckin wierd
hahaha
JinxDoxy Well you have to remember, I've known A LOT of people who have put out magazines.
Haine he posts good material and shit, but .... oh wait.......... history is repeating itself
JinxDoxy meh
Haine lol
JinxDoxy just let it go
Haine REMEBER.... PETER CARROLL, RAY SHERWIN??
I mean if it does something for you then stay with it.
hahaha
JinxDoxy lol!
they act like: "Peter Carroll? Who's that?"
Haine THE WHOLE HGA THING... YEA, THEY LEFT THE ORDER THEY FOUNDED.......
Haine do u remember that one post about aether i posted, when we met?
JinxDoxy Yea I think so...
yea!
Now I remember
That nitwit what's his name...
Hijacking your thread
what IS that guy's name?
you know who I'm talking about?
IT'S ALL ENERGY MAN!
Like your question didn't deserve an honest response or something
Haine hahaa, they turned it into a tottal fucking fiasco of violent arguments about spare and some guys "anti-fucking-everything" shit about spare
i didnt even bother reposting.. thats when i sent u the IM
JinxDoxy hey, phone
Haine hahaha! i remember posting, then like 3 days later going back on and theres like 5 pages of people arguing hahaha
kkk
JinxDoxy yea a bunch of bullshitters without a doubt!
Haine hahaha
"i think, what god ment to say"
"sorry, ive never spoken with that much confidence"
12/26/2006 18:58:55 Haine JinxDoxy wooooo
12/26/2006 19:25:36 JinxDoxy Haine 4u *angel/devil/sex smiley*
12/26/2006 19:25:49 Haine JinxDoxy ohhhhh ohhhhhhhhhh
12/26/2006 19:25:52 JinxDoxy Haine loo
12/26/2006 19:25:53 JinxDoxy Haine l
12/26/2006 19:25:59 JinxDoxy Haine I gotta get back to work here
(THANK YOU! GOOD NIGHT! *bows, smiles*)