One of my writer-friends and I have an on-going conversation about fiction and the way it makes people feel about their lives.
The problem, it seems to us, is fiction's idealized nature. In fiction, things are funny, scary, exciting, and above all "important." There's a sense that even tiny lives and tiny moments matter.
In real life, on the contrary, most things don't matter - at least in a big, fancy way like in stories. We go to work. We pay the bills. We do the laundry. Yawn. We spend all - or most - of our lives in mediocrity. (Not our own mediocrity, really. Just all-over mediocrity.)
Even more troubling, I don't think it has anything to do with the substance of our lives. I'd guess that rich and famous people spend just as much time being bored out of their skulls or longing for a greater sense of meaning. Actors want to be rock stars. Billionaires want to be presidents. Even if they make a movie about you, it has to be dressed up and edited; seventy years and only two hours of highlights.
It makes me sad that our reach so exceeds our grasp. That we hear stories and legends, and long for our lives to feel like that, but they don't. That we seek a singular and vital role in the world, but in that search, we find out that everyone else wants our same uniqueness. That while our hearts dream of grandness, the world delivers banality.
I think fiction has a major role in causing that angst. The never-ending flood of stories. We consume not just tales of Great Heroes Doing Amazing Things, but stunning works about average people. When we close the book or turn off the TV, it's back to real life. Ugh.
Another friend of mine was reading a fantasy series (Sword of Truth) and told me, only half joking, that he cared more about the events of the story than his own life. He was being flippant, but I understand what he means. Enjoying a powerful work - heck, even a so-so one - can make me feel unimportant, especially when I put it down and go back to a day of doing the same thing I've been doing for five years.
It's demoralizing.
I'm not saying fiction is bad or that we should stop writing it. It's just something I think about. I wonder if it's why I'm a writer - the chance to create that 'importance', even if I can't live it.
What do you think? Anybody else ever had thoughts like these before?
Sorry to be so long-winded!
The problem, it seems to us, is fiction's idealized nature. In fiction, things are funny, scary, exciting, and above all "important." There's a sense that even tiny lives and tiny moments matter.
In real life, on the contrary, most things don't matter - at least in a big, fancy way like in stories. We go to work. We pay the bills. We do the laundry. Yawn. We spend all - or most - of our lives in mediocrity. (Not our own mediocrity, really. Just all-over mediocrity.)
Even more troubling, I don't think it has anything to do with the substance of our lives. I'd guess that rich and famous people spend just as much time being bored out of their skulls or longing for a greater sense of meaning. Actors want to be rock stars. Billionaires want to be presidents. Even if they make a movie about you, it has to be dressed up and edited; seventy years and only two hours of highlights.
It makes me sad that our reach so exceeds our grasp. That we hear stories and legends, and long for our lives to feel like that, but they don't. That we seek a singular and vital role in the world, but in that search, we find out that everyone else wants our same uniqueness. That while our hearts dream of grandness, the world delivers banality.
I think fiction has a major role in causing that angst. The never-ending flood of stories. We consume not just tales of Great Heroes Doing Amazing Things, but stunning works about average people. When we close the book or turn off the TV, it's back to real life. Ugh.
Another friend of mine was reading a fantasy series (Sword of Truth) and told me, only half joking, that he cared more about the events of the story than his own life. He was being flippant, but I understand what he means. Enjoying a powerful work - heck, even a so-so one - can make me feel unimportant, especially when I put it down and go back to a day of doing the same thing I've been doing for five years.
It's demoralizing.
I'm not saying fiction is bad or that we should stop writing it. It's just something I think about. I wonder if it's why I'm a writer - the chance to create that 'importance', even if I can't live it.
What do you think? Anybody else ever had thoughts like these before?
Sorry to be so long-winded!