Ok, don't get me wrong, I do realize that my problem is one few have the luxury to experience. And I don't want to step on anybodys toes. But.
All of my life I've dreamt about being published. I've written, and later submitted, and been rejected. The dream carried me on, I dayreamed, I savoured it like a piece of candy: what will it be like once I get published? Will they call or write a letter? What will they say? How will it feel?
And now it has happened and I no longer have a dream! Of course I am happy, and of course I continue to write and want to continue getting published, developing myself, getting better. BUT I don't have anything to look forward to! I don't have any sweet castles in the air to put myself to sleep with! I never expected this to happen. And it feels so empty.
Anyone else out there who has experienced this? How have you tackled it? How can I find a new dream?
All of my life I've dreamt about being published. I've written, and later submitted, and been rejected. The dream carried me on, I dayreamed, I savoured it like a piece of candy: what will it be like once I get published? Will they call or write a letter? What will they say? How will it feel?
And now it has happened and I no longer have a dream! Of course I am happy, and of course I continue to write and want to continue getting published, developing myself, getting better. BUT I don't have anything to look forward to! I don't have any sweet castles in the air to put myself to sleep with! I never expected this to happen. And it feels so empty.
Anyone else out there who has experienced this? How have you tackled it? How can I find a new dream?