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I came in early to my philosophy meeting and sat to talk to the guy that runs it. We talked for only about 15 minutes or so, but in that short amount of time, this man of 35-40 yrs began to seem more and more attractive (edit- I feel the need to adjust what I said. I am NOT attracted physically to these people, because that would make me even creepier than I already am. It's usually the intellect that gets me.) After only that little amount of time, I decided to self-diagnose myself with a minor disorder that I like to call Potential Grave Robber.
It's beginning to turn into a pattern, my attraction for anyone twice as freaking old as I am. I noticed that I won't even give most people my age the time of day anymore (unless they do something to really impress me and grab my interest, but usually in order for that to happen they have to be a nerdy genius).
It'll be perfectly acceptable for me to hook up with someone much older than I am in a few years- say 25 or so. But as a 16 yr old, I'm beginning to creep myself out. My mother asked me today why I don't date and all I could do was laugh as the image of me skipping down a yellow brick road with someone almost as old as her passed through my corrupted little head.
I wonder if I was secretly abused as a baby or something....
Edit-
PS- Yes, yes I know I'm a freak, and it's probable that I'll lose what little reputation I have. ::sigh:: C'est la vie.
It's beginning to turn into a pattern, my attraction for anyone twice as freaking old as I am. I noticed that I won't even give most people my age the time of day anymore (unless they do something to really impress me and grab my interest, but usually in order for that to happen they have to be a nerdy genius).
It'll be perfectly acceptable for me to hook up with someone much older than I am in a few years- say 25 or so. But as a 16 yr old, I'm beginning to creep myself out. My mother asked me today why I don't date and all I could do was laugh as the image of me skipping down a yellow brick road with someone almost as old as her passed through my corrupted little head.
I wonder if I was secretly abused as a baby or something....
Edit-
PS- Yes, yes I know I'm a freak, and it's probable that I'll lose what little reputation I have. ::sigh:: C'est la vie.
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