scared of violence

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my colleagues were talking about their college days n how they've witnessed violence. they were saying how they were part of this gang n that gang.

i'm scared of violence. even verbal shout freaks me out. but i also get angry quickly. then i start crying. wonder how i would fare if a bunch of thugs try to rob me. i'd just start crying.

i wont be able to 'man up' or fight them off.

feel weak now.
 
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Everyone feels fear, John Wayne said "Courage is being scared to death, and saddling up anyway."

In such a situation, you would live with your actions for the rest of your life. If you do fight, at least you won't hang your head in shame for the rest of your life, even if you get your ass beat, which would probably happen anyway.
 

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i am also scared of myself. i get angry quickly. bad anger. ugly anger. i'm exhausted. its like i have no patience for sarcasm or if someone tries to boss me.

i went to the hr n asked her to postpone the joining date
n the tone with which she said, 'u cant decide the date, the company will decide.' the tone angered me to hell.
i dont know. maybe i'm wrong. she made it sound like i'm some slave.

i am tired of myself n the world.