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I'm currently struggling with one of those things that happens only in fiction, or so I thought. My dear friend, she has been like a sister to me for years really, and I had a talk about life as it seems like we will be roommates while attending uni. Somehow we came to the point in the discussion that we started to talk about how we would deal with living with each other and spend basically 24/7 on top of one another and we came to the conclusion that we wont hate each other, but love one another is as more than friends is a very real prospect. After this talk that has been on my mind constantly. I'm openly (or more like I don't hide but if you don't bother asking i don't bother telling) Bi since I knew the term for what I am. So the girl part don't bother me, I was never one for labels. Stella means insane amounts to me, and what we have today is so fundamentally a part of me that I don't know what to do without her. We have been with each other through good and hellish and to most this would be a logical step I suppose. Me I'm terrified of losing her and what we are now. The more time I spend on thinking about it I feel like I'm stuck in a soap opera or bad romance novel. I'm an emotional wreck, she knows where I stand, and I suppose not having an unknown evil twin hiding among the curtains is a good thing. Advice is most welcome, I figure if nothing else I can turn my life into a screenplay for a telemundo show. what are your thoughts?