I mean, since hate crimes against Lesbians were still on the rise in the US, last time I checked, clearly having a "mind my own business" stance isn't good enough.
So what can I actually do?
So what can I actually do?
I mean, since hate crimes against Lesbians were still on the rise in the US, last time I checked, clearly having a "mind my own business" stance isn't good enough.
So what can I actually do?
I mean, since hate crimes against Lesbians were still on the rise in the US, last time I checked, clearly having a "mind my own business" stance isn't good enough.
So what can I actually do?
Speak up when people throw the word "faggot" around. Today my mom said, "I'm tired of listening to the faggots on TV" (it was a court show with a case involving a gay couple). My brother then said something along the lines of "People are way too sensitive these days. It's stupid, people get all offended when you say faggot."
When I heard all this, I shut my bedroom door and started crying. I still haven't come out to my family yet about being gay, and stupid bigoted comments like these continue to make me put off telling them. If only they knew how much this shit hurts me, they wouldn't do it. But then telling them would subject me to their bigotry. It's a lose-lose situation.
I know this doesn't help much, but I need to say it anyway: I'm really sorry for this, Alan. It's terrible when even your own home isn't a safe place to be yourself. I sincerely hope your family will get a clue soon.
Speak up when people throw the word "faggot" around. Today my mom said, "I'm tired of listening to the faggots on TV" (it was a court show with a case involving a gay couple). My brother then said something along the lines of "People are way too sensitive these days. It's stupid, people get all offended when you say faggot."
When I heard all this, I shut my bedroom door and started crying. I still haven't come out to my family yet about being gay, and stupid bigoted comments like these continue to make me put off telling them. If only they knew how much this shit hurts me, they wouldn't do it. But then telling them would subject me to their bigotry. It's a lose-lose situation.
It's a big part of the heterosexual-male bonding experience: In an effort to prove a sense of collective manhood, some heterosexual men trade homophobic barbs with one another, denounce and deride being gay and vehemently defend their own heterosexual credentials. It starts pretty early in the socialization process, with "gay" being used as a derogatory term on the playground before most even know what "gay" means, and eventually it makes its way into other spaces that tend to be perceived as havens for heterosexual manhood (e.g., locker rooms, basketball courts, rap music).
This is what Kobe Bryant was doing when he shouted "f---ing faggot" at a referee during Tuesday's Los Angeles Lakers-San Antonio Spurs game. Bryant says his use of the homophobic slur was not intended to offend anyone, which hardly seems plausible.
He is well aware that "faggot" is a homophobic slur, or else he would have felt no need to apologize for his comments; he would have claimed ignorance. Given that he was visibly angry when he blurted out the slur, any comment that he made toward the referee at that point was clearly intended to offend him. But the use of this particular word reveals something deeper.
It's the belief that homosexuality is inherently inferior and an undesirable trait; therefore, to refer to someone with slurs usually reserved for gays is an attempt to belittle that person further. The quickest and most efficient way to insult a man has become to call into question his sexual orientation, and the easiest way to bond with one another comes through sharing a mutual homophobia (regrettably, these are things that I have personally done in the past but now recognize their idiocy).
And no one questions this. Sure, Bryant had to pay a fine and meet with LGBT activists, but apologists for his behavior abound. Society teaches us that manhood, in part, is defined by an ability to impregnate a woman and subsequently provide for the mother and child financially, while exercising control over their livelihoods through the threat of physical domination. For some, gay men and women represent a threat, an attack on the very concept of manhood.
The problem is that I have no idea how to bring this subject up to them. The other problem is the occasional bigoted comments, which has contributed to my struggling to tell them who I am for the past five years--essential my entire teenage years.
I take to heart your point about speaking out against using the word "faggot." In my errant youth I was very casual at calling people "faggots" and "dykes" and worse.
One night I was sitting at home with my dad watching some TV show and I said some actor was a "faggot" and went off on a rant about gays. My father just sat there quietly saying nothing. When I finished, he leaned forward and said, "You know, son, it's the guys who call other people 'faggots' whom are the most worried about their own sexuality."
Stopped me dead in my tracks.
The Bryant thread was closed in P&CE because MacAllister was fed up by the dismissive attitudes of some posters who shrugged off the "faggot" slur as not a big deal. I hope you will take a look at the discussion because that viewpoint is a minority one and was generally ridiculed as being stupidly insensitive.
Little-by-little, attitudes evolve and people do too. 20 years ago most Americans were vehemently opposed to gay marriage. 20 years from now it will be accepted as the status quo just as much as straight marriage is. If you asked me where I was on the subject of gay marriage, I was opposed to it. Then, I was undecided. Finally, I'm all for it.
That's evolution.
Whether or not you choose to come out, Alan (and that is a deeply personal decision only you can make) , I sincerely hope you find some small comfort that things are changing. Not as fast or as dramatically as we might hope, but change is coming.