Hey everyone. This is my first post in something other than the newbie forum but it is something i wanted to share.
I was watching a show about the creation of the earth on discovery channel and had one of those moments.
The dust and gas and and huge chunks of rock crashing into each other, eventually forming the newborn molten earth. The 4 billion year history, the atmosphere moving from completely toxic, to livable, and back again. A series of massive molten eruptions, the asteroid strike which the mammals survived and killed off the dinosaurs.
At one point the entire planet was a great ball of ice.
I finished watching the program and walked outside to have a smoke. I looked around at the neighborhood, and marveled. I mean no offense to anyone but god is a worm in the hearts of man. I am an atheist, but it is a constant battle-- one without end.
When i look around at the world through the eyes of a believer, what i see is complete and utter crap. Having watched this program i looked around with new eyes. We are born of utter chaos. Without god i looked around and was stunned by what i saw around me.
This life is completely and utterly amazing.
Anyway, to the point. We wind up in the realm of belief when we ask the questions that plague us as people. Why am i here? What is the purpose? Inevitably one winds up with the concept of god.
But i look at myself, or life in general, and i cannot deny that there is a purpose. In the most basic sense, for life itself, it is to propagate. I will not go into detail about my own purpose, but i believe it has been there throughout my life.
My question is rather simple. On a personal level, obviously you can have a purpose. In my mind it need not be in the hands of god.
On the other hand the simple desire to propagate oneself, though a great deal of fun, leaves me feeling rather empty.
....out of Chaos comes Purpose?
Any comments would be welcome.
I was watching a show about the creation of the earth on discovery channel and had one of those moments.
The dust and gas and and huge chunks of rock crashing into each other, eventually forming the newborn molten earth. The 4 billion year history, the atmosphere moving from completely toxic, to livable, and back again. A series of massive molten eruptions, the asteroid strike which the mammals survived and killed off the dinosaurs.
At one point the entire planet was a great ball of ice.
I finished watching the program and walked outside to have a smoke. I looked around at the neighborhood, and marveled. I mean no offense to anyone but god is a worm in the hearts of man. I am an atheist, but it is a constant battle-- one without end.
When i look around at the world through the eyes of a believer, what i see is complete and utter crap. Having watched this program i looked around with new eyes. We are born of utter chaos. Without god i looked around and was stunned by what i saw around me.
This life is completely and utterly amazing.
Anyway, to the point. We wind up in the realm of belief when we ask the questions that plague us as people. Why am i here? What is the purpose? Inevitably one winds up with the concept of god.
But i look at myself, or life in general, and i cannot deny that there is a purpose. In the most basic sense, for life itself, it is to propagate. I will not go into detail about my own purpose, but i believe it has been there throughout my life.
My question is rather simple. On a personal level, obviously you can have a purpose. In my mind it need not be in the hands of god.
On the other hand the simple desire to propagate oneself, though a great deal of fun, leaves me feeling rather empty.
....out of Chaos comes Purpose?
Any comments would be welcome.