Weird rush feeling... have I become an asshole the last few days?

I have been feeling odd the past few days, like, if I am always in a hurry and also, I feel I have offended or mistreated people on the last few days but I don't know what or why, is this odd guilt feeling. Like if I could do better, but I don't know, it's like if I owe money to everyone I know or felt this cocky feeling, feelings of want to scream and say something to the world but I don't know what it is. Who knows? Do something, yes, something like that, it is like if I want to do something but I don't know how.

If my memory doesn't betray me, this is not the first time I have felt like that, but who knows? And if I have been an asshole with you, mistreated you or made you feel bad in some way the last few days sorry. I don't know, simply crazy days wihtout aim...

Perhaps is simply anxiousness led by finding out my writings are going somewhere? Perhaps it's frustration for being such a slob around the house? Perhaps is sadness facing I am becoming an adult and the people I saw as everlasting as a child are fragile than ever? Perhaps is just the usual social awkwardness? Perhaps I am just a whiney asshole?

What is wrong with me?

No ideas about the thyroids but I have actually felt that I am eating less, for a couple of days I only had two meals a day.

MacAllister said:

It sounds like me when I'm needing a LOT more exercise than I'm getting.

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Mmhh, it could be that, you know? I am on week two of my college vacations, so perhaps my body got used to walk one side to other of the campus rather than lazy around the house all day long, besides, some excercise wouldn't harm me with my overweight.