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Why does this happen to me???
So I slave and toil over a story. I polish it to the point of perfection (or as perfect as I can manage) and I feel great about my characters and all the creative energy that went into fabricating them. I'm totally in love with my story. I have my "beta readers" read it, and they all rave about how great it is and I'm feeling fine.
But then I read it over again (in its final form) and HATE it!!!!
I hate it to the point that I actually delete the thing or refuse to look at it or send it anywhere. This hating period can last anywhere from a week to a few months. In this period, every blog/book/article/etc. is 10x better than what I wrote. I feel like I've written the most HORRIBLE story in the world. All of my characters seem stupid or contrived, my sentences, all jacked up, and I think to myself: "Good lord! My writing sucks! Why did I even bother writing it?! What possessed me to crank out this filth?!" All of my good feelings vanish, and I feel like a total amateur. If I'm feeling really bad, I'll delete the thing entirely and never look at it again. I've actually done this with a few novels I've written, I'm sorry to say...
Do any of you go through similar "hate periods" after your story is finished?
I try not to delete my stories anymore, but it does take me a few weeks (sometimes) for me to be able to "face" what I wrote without wanting to tear it up and throw it in the trash.
Is this a writer thing or a Treyfan thing? I hope I'm not alone in this.
So I slave and toil over a story. I polish it to the point of perfection (or as perfect as I can manage) and I feel great about my characters and all the creative energy that went into fabricating them. I'm totally in love with my story. I have my "beta readers" read it, and they all rave about how great it is and I'm feeling fine.
But then I read it over again (in its final form) and HATE it!!!!
I hate it to the point that I actually delete the thing or refuse to look at it or send it anywhere. This hating period can last anywhere from a week to a few months. In this period, every blog/book/article/etc. is 10x better than what I wrote. I feel like I've written the most HORRIBLE story in the world. All of my characters seem stupid or contrived, my sentences, all jacked up, and I think to myself: "Good lord! My writing sucks! Why did I even bother writing it?! What possessed me to crank out this filth?!" All of my good feelings vanish, and I feel like a total amateur. If I'm feeling really bad, I'll delete the thing entirely and never look at it again. I've actually done this with a few novels I've written, I'm sorry to say...
Do any of you go through similar "hate periods" after your story is finished?
I try not to delete my stories anymore, but it does take me a few weeks (sometimes) for me to be able to "face" what I wrote without wanting to tear it up and throw it in the trash.
Is this a writer thing or a Treyfan thing? I hope I'm not alone in this.