I have to write a section from a male perspective, and wanted to double check with some men out there to see what would be most realistic. I tried asking my husband, but he just shrugs (that's how he deals with most of my writing related questions).
Sometimes the best answer a husband can give a wife, without getting into trouble, is a shrug.
If a guy is sent away from his family, who he loves very much, how much time does he spend thinking about them?
All the time, at least in between getting grub, keeping your gear ready, and talking shit with your squad, and trying to get some sleep and not being killed by insurgents or walking assjacks leaders. Of course, you have to keep a stiff upper lip about it.
An example of a situation
similar to what I'm writing would be a man that is engaged to his sweetheart, she's pregnant, and he's deployed into a combat zone overseas and might not live to see her again. Also, no technology for easy communication.
When does he think about them? Lying in a sleeping bag at night trying to sleep? When he's getting shot at? (never been shot at before..so don't know anything) All the time? Hardly at all?
I spent a few years away from my wife and kids while in Iraq and the Stan. I thought about them everyday. Every night I'd say a prayer to them and when I could get to a terminal I'd post to them. It was like a breath of air to being able to speak to them....which was about once or twice a month for me.
I'd usually think about how I first met my wife and the fun times we had before kids....and then how life changed and the fun we had with kids and how our lives seemed empty without them and how hollow life felt without them...at least for me and how I may not see them again.
And how angry I was at not being able to be with them and how much of my life I was spending away from them and not being around as they grew. At how little control I had in being able to be with them because of stop-loss regs.
And then when I was injured at put into a field hospital and my wife freaking the f' out on not being able to get info.
Or how some fucktard hacked my account and told everyone I was dead and my freaked out when people started calling giving condolences.
and the STRESS!!!
Yeah....lots of stuff......and when you did get a break to go back home and see them..and the total heartbreaking crush when your told your unit is re-deploying because your specialists.........and then the angered arguments with your family when you break the news after having been home for just a few months.
So....you'd think about them alot. At least I did. Everyday.
I'm finding the character I'm writing is thinking about them a lot, but then the paranoid part of me wonders if I'm not just turning him into a chick with extra body parts. Help!
I can speak for my wife.......but she hated the powers that be during that time...read "guv-mint". She's an easy going woman and I've never seen her angry, except for when I've pulled a "dumb-ass" moment....but she hatted the powers that be to a point that is scared me.
I know that myself and the other family people used to think of the ones back in the real world alot. A photo of them keep within our chest plates. Close to the heart and close enough to pull out if your hit and down....at least your last look would be upon them.
So...no...a chick with extra parts is no big. Only those full of s' and the pyscho's would think along these lines.
But, I'm an old man compared to the young bucks and buckettes filling the ranks nowdays. Twice as old ,and worn as they are.