I'm feeling a bit crappy! I just thought long and hard about an offer that was recently extended to me. I was asked to teach writing to children in a summer writing camp and although I feel that I would be able to come up with a great curriculum that the kids would love, I don't trust myself in a classroom setting. I just didn't think I could pull it off. Give me an online classroom and I would rock...but I just don't think I have the confidence to pull off the classroom setting. I've facilitated writing groups before...but this just seemed more than I am capable of. It wouldn't be fair to the students or the organization that offered me the job if I wasn't successful at it.
So, I am rejecting myself and feeling dejected! This would have looked nice on my C.V. too.
2 steps forward, 1 step back...
So, I am rejecting myself and feeling dejected! This would have looked nice on my C.V. too.
2 steps forward, 1 step back...