Those low self-esteem days.

Do you ever have those days where everything you put on looks awful, your hair seems a mess beyond repair, you feel like you've gained 40 extra pounds and you wish you could just go back to bed?

I am having one of those days today. It really sucks but, I refuse to drag my husband into my misery. I promise not to ask him any loaded questions such as, "Honey, do I look fat to you?"

Argh, I don't want to feel lousy today. Last night, I could tell this was coming on. I could tell because my sense of motivation began to diminish and I began asking myself, "What's the point?" My answer to that question was, "There is no point. It's pointless." That question was not about living life. It was about my profession.

I give myself now and until 8AM to change my mindset. No one in my home is awake yet so that gives me some time. Emotions can be a real drag.

I will set a standard for myself on this day. That standard is that I will feel this because I can not force the feeling to go away but, I refuse to allow it to ruin my day!

Thanks for allowing me to make this post. If any of you are having a lousy day and you want to set a similar standard for yourself on this day, please do. Make it known in this thread and remember that there is power in numbers. You won't have to go it alone. We will have a great day!

Sincerely,
Gehanna

I'm over it. I went to Walmart. Watching how people behave there is very therapeutic for me. The other thing I did was to purchase this toilet cleaner called KABOOM Bowl Blaster. The #1 Foaming Toilet Cleaner. Yeah ok, this could be interesting, I thought. For use without a scrubbing brush, the directions say to use 1 capful. *evil grin*

Oh! my bad! I thought it said 1 cupful. *smirk* That was fun. It's all good. Got my floor cleaned to. That's being efficient, isn't it?

Sincerely,
Gehanna