Hello to AWWC. Sorry if my incompatibility to find a topic on this subject was lacking - the sheer amount of sub-forums and topics wasn’t that easy to navigate, nor search.
I sometimes find myself thinking in the most poetic manners, that when at the moment of impact seems almost on dimension with big authors on intellectual prose (insert smiley). Most likely it was only in my imagination, as my brain was drugged with ecstatic chemicals, I was left to feel the overwhelming satisfaction of what came to mind. But as fast as it came, it goes away, as if I glimpsed at something I would never fully grasp, but could see in an instant of inhuman revelation. If I only could write it down. Back on track... my exaggerated feeling for the lost words, not only when it comes to prose but also when writing essays and articles has led me to the discovery that I am very absent-minded, and it really hurts my writing. My lack of ability to express myself, and the overall coherency and content of the text - for not to talk about the time consumption, as I rehearse the sentences without even paying attention, which I am doing right now - could probably estimate my luck on further careers. If I was to describe it in a simple manner, it's almost a form of anxiety where I lose the power of analyzing, and critical thinking. As of when my thoughts aren’t being written, there is relief and the flow of connecting mindscapes with knowledge comes easy. Maybe it is ADD or ADHD; I haven't taken time to find out yet. It would be nice to get some input from the comrades of AWWC, and your experiences, because my writing has harsh hardships with my concentration; I am immobilized.
Thank you for your attention.
I sometimes find myself thinking in the most poetic manners, that when at the moment of impact seems almost on dimension with big authors on intellectual prose (insert smiley). Most likely it was only in my imagination, as my brain was drugged with ecstatic chemicals, I was left to feel the overwhelming satisfaction of what came to mind. But as fast as it came, it goes away, as if I glimpsed at something I would never fully grasp, but could see in an instant of inhuman revelation. If I only could write it down. Back on track... my exaggerated feeling for the lost words, not only when it comes to prose but also when writing essays and articles has led me to the discovery that I am very absent-minded, and it really hurts my writing. My lack of ability to express myself, and the overall coherency and content of the text - for not to talk about the time consumption, as I rehearse the sentences without even paying attention, which I am doing right now - could probably estimate my luck on further careers. If I was to describe it in a simple manner, it's almost a form of anxiety where I lose the power of analyzing, and critical thinking. As of when my thoughts aren’t being written, there is relief and the flow of connecting mindscapes with knowledge comes easy. Maybe it is ADD or ADHD; I haven't taken time to find out yet. It would be nice to get some input from the comrades of AWWC, and your experiences, because my writing has harsh hardships with my concentration; I am immobilized.
Thank you for your attention.
