Oh, man . . . "freaked" would be the word.
The one I'm in the middle of now -- you know, the one that was supposed to be a short story or novella at most, to tie together an anthology?
It's taken on a life of its own. 42,000 words and I'm estimating it's about halfway (or less) to wherever it's going. This narrative has turned into first person, male protagonist (and believe me, I have no male side to get in touch with, not even a smidge) and I was completely freaked by it all. I've never written anything like this before, but it's the best thing I've done -- so far.
There are parts that I placated myself with "you can edit those out once you get done."
One of my beta readers told me she had to have a cigarette after reading those passages.
Nope. They're part and parcel of the characters, the story of their intertwined lives and how they and their relationships change.
It's out of my hands. I have to let them be who they are and keep the story true to their voices.
And I will leave any readers who might read it to wonder and ponder how much and what parts might be authentic . . .
I will say this, I've never driven an OTR truck.
The one I'm in the middle of now -- you know, the one that was supposed to be a short story or novella at most, to tie together an anthology?
It's taken on a life of its own. 42,000 words and I'm estimating it's about halfway (or less) to wherever it's going. This narrative has turned into first person, male protagonist (and believe me, I have no male side to get in touch with, not even a smidge) and I was completely freaked by it all. I've never written anything like this before, but it's the best thing I've done -- so far.
There are parts that I placated myself with "you can edit those out once you get done."
One of my beta readers told me she had to have a cigarette after reading those passages.
Nope. They're part and parcel of the characters, the story of their intertwined lives and how they and their relationships change.
It's out of my hands. I have to let them be who they are and keep the story true to their voices.
And I will leave any readers who might read it to wonder and ponder how much and what parts might be authentic . . .
I will say this, I've never driven an OTR truck.