PA
OK, where do I start? I am a newly "published" PA author. I've been investigating the business end of publishing in my spare time for about six months. Yea, I'm not even weaned yet.
I have several issues with PA, but a whole lot more with the industry in general. I am a businessman of 25 years who writes for many reasons, one of which is to escape from the back-stabbing, lying, cheating, stealing world of trading dollars and services. Watching ignorance become the lever to extract value is not entertaining. I am stuck doing it 8 hours a day and while I do my level best to warn people and educate along the way, the basic story goes on endlessly. Honesty is out of style. Therefore, I am a relic.
Use whatever definition you are comfortable with. I write because I have to, because I love it, because it helps me. Thirty years of throwing away the last manuscript was great therapy. But now that I am grown up, (sort of) I actually know how to finish a good story (I think). The problem is, as I escaped from my own business woes, I failed to research the publishing industry. I was positively recalcitrant to do the homework until the signals got so loud I had to listen. But alas, it is too late for what I consider to be an excellent first novel. I get it now. It is too late.
Ironically, as has been stated here already, a good writer need not get discovered in today's world. Mark Twain wouldn't stand a chance. It's a jungle out there.
Sure, there is definitely a large amount of trash circulating. But why does a writer need a law degree and contacts with the rich and famous to get a fair hearing? I know, it's the numbers … it's the economy… stupid.
Given the right set of circumstances, I would be happy to testify to my own experience with PA. But they'll blackball me in a New York minute and then I'd be even less known than I stand to be now. Don't misunderstand. I don't want to take over the literary world. I'm not an ego-maniac. I am a middle-aged man who wants to do what he loves and make enough money to support a family. That's all. I want to migrate into a new job!
I'm not a dreamer either. If I wasn't certain that my work was good enough, I'd just keep throwing manuscripts away. If that's where I end up, so be it. But the dozen people I trust to evaluate my work all agree.
So if I haven't convinced you that I'm a shameless wanna-be, please bear with me.
As an idealist, it seems to me that a book should stand on its own merits. Yes, I understand how lame that sounds. I believe the author should be anonymous. That's what I want. It's all I want. Yet good books stand little hope swimming in the sea of mediocrity that PA pushes. Now I get it.
There is some talent at PA from what I have seen. Most of it is young and undisciplined, naïve and without true direction. But it is there; and it is being lied to. The law is beside the point. People who put the best of themselves into a project, whether they have talent or not, should be treated honestly and respectfully. I have seen sarcasm dealt out like candy and false compliments given where courteous criticism was all that was called for. Some of them do need to go back to school, but that is no reason to treat them as idiots who cannot ascertain the difference between false praise and the poorly written form letter.
I jumped on getting published because I was ignorant. I actually believed that a small press who didn't ask for money up front must be a respectable business. I did not expect miracles. I expected professionalism. I expected to talk with an editor about the points of the book and the style of the writing. I expected a close look at consistency. I expected criticism. When I got, "Hurry up and give us the final submission", I became skeptical. It got worse from there.
I wanted desperately to take three more months and finish polishing the story. It is good as is, but with just a little more work, it would have been complete. PA said, "We'll give you two weeks."
Later, when my 'editor' emailed her corrections, I found more mistakes than in the original submission. Again, I was given two weeks to read, review and edit (insert large number) words. For the most part, it was identical to the submission; but as I said, during the copy process there were various typos and punctuation errors that were not in the manuscript. I was correcting my editor!
There is more to the story, but I will spare you. Generally speaking, people, including lawyers and judges, do not listen to disgruntled employees or clients. Buyer beware. They will listen to successful professionals, however. That is what it will take to expose PA, a successful writer who had a horrible experience doing business with them. It is my dream to be that writer.
I am promoting a hopelessly idealistic campaign of word of mouth. I do not expect a single person to lift a finger. I am asking people to look past the blasted publisher's name, buy my book at Barnes & Nobel or Amazon.com and read it. If anyone can prove to me that he/she actually read it and did not enjoy it, I will buy it back. If at some point I can gain an audience, I promise to speak honestly about PA. Problem is, I have a seven-year contract that says in essence, 'I will not criticize my publisher, and he will not criticize me'. So the goal is ten years.
Simultaneously, my worst nightmare is coming to pass too. Since my book has come out, I have had almost no time to write. Marketing, planning, reading this and other boards, looking for people who might listen for thirty seconds – all of these things are affecting my usual level of inspiration and taking away from my coveted research time. I also have four children and ten employees. I'm not afraid of work. I'm afraid of working at the wrong things.
This board has been particularly helpful in verifying my growing suspicions. I started writing when I was 12. Through the years, it has become a bigger and bigger part of my life as my spectrum of experiences and observations have widened. I am too old to learn the required gymnastics of publishing and promoting. I have had enough of business. Still, I am too stubborn not to pursue this last career wish. As I find so often, the ironies of real life are far more unbelievable than anything I could have invented.
Thank you, and keep up the good work. I'll be watching.
- noname