I have to glue together my poster today... how exciting! And hand in my draft of my thesis... which will be exactly like the last draft... so yay!
I really want to see my little cousin for the first time today but dont know if i can travel all the way there tonight because i have to meet up with others to do this test thing we have!!! GRRRRRRR!!!
Well let me try to think positively... i finished a book in 12 days, maybe i can be superwoman and do everything i want/need to today!
Ok i'm back from school. They screwed up my poster and then i had to re-do everything. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I'm about to pull out my own hair!!!! This is so freaking stupid.
yeah and i'm not excited.... actually in a weird way i'm only mildly freaking out right now... which is shocking for me. Like really shocking that i'm not shitting my pants more... probably because i'm on top of my work... But i dont know... i'm sure i'll start having a nervous breakdown soon enough.
Well right now i'm trying not to get my hopes up. The way i think of it now. Anything is possible and has life has clearly shown me thing can very well get much worse... which at this point in time i'm just sort of expecting them too... because i have a very steady trend of that happening to me.
So I'm just trying to make back up plans for when things go from now at rock bottom horrible to pure unbearable living hell.
And all these morbid thoughts of my life falling into a black hole of miserableness, has actually taken away alot of the pressure and stress, because i'm not expecting or looking forward to anything good happening to me... so really i just end up not giving a shit.
So anyone want to read a super funny, really cute contemp book, that deals with friendships, breakups, revenge and relationships? Did i mention its super funny and cute?
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