That's my problem. Over this last year... i've given up on every single dream i've ever had in my life, besides of course becoming an author. (Although to be completely honest I've been contemplating giving up on that too lately.)
Since i was 7 I've wanted to work for the FBI. At 11 I realized how much i loved science. So i combined them, and have wanted to be a Forensic Scientist for the last 10 years. I've done everything i could to try and accomplish that but because of my problems in my classes and with my one professor, i've given up that dream. Now... I have no goals, other then to graduate college. From going from the kid that knew how she wanted ever second of her life to pan out, to now this girl with no idea what i'm going to do... I'm starting to think about and accept anything that is thrown my way... Which is really starting to make my head hurt.
I don't know what I'm looking for, though. hehe
I want the cover to be very dark and seductive. It's about Djinns (genies) and demons/demon hunters. It's not like I need a cover but I like making the cover of any wip I'm working on my screensaver. It keeps me motivated, in a way.
yeah i used to be like that. I knew i wanted to be a forensic scientist so diffidently. So i picked the best college in the US for the masters program in FS... ironically i cant even get into the program because there undergraduate program is so insane. I only found out at the end of last year that the school lied to me for the last 4 years. Turns out almost no one from my school makes it into the program... why? Because the Chem department is utterly horrible and your lucky if you can even graduate with a chem degree itself. That's why on average only 5-7 chem student graduate a year.
Although i have a back up plan. As long as i graduate with a chem degree, i can attempt to get hired in an entry level position at a forensic's lab. Then knowing i do have a great work ethic, i'm hoping eventually they will pay for me to go back to grad school somewhere down the line.
If I had Andy's personality, love would be sooo much easier.