Because the order in my house is i cant go out unless told i can. Yeah you would think i was 13. I'm 21, pay my own bills, go to college, and am legally an adult. But my grandmom has to have everything passed by her and has to control EVERYTHING!
I never understood why my mom was such a troubled child/teen when she grew up but i understand now! Thing is i'm not a troubled teen, i'm a responsible person who does everything she is told, and i'm really at the end of my rope. Screaming into a pillow can only do so much before i explode on her.
EVERY time i leave the house she ends up leaving little notes for me, telling me a list of things she wants me to do when i get back. Stupid ridiculous petty things just to be spiteful. So i got into the habit of going above and beyond the call of duty with what she wants done, so she cant B*&^% about a single thing. But she CANT be pleased.
What i love most, is being yelled at for things I 1) didnt do 2) have no control over. Those are the best! Because we all know that I can control by my magical powers what is at stores and the prices of things.
Sorry for the rant, i just came home from taking my mom out walking (as recomended by her doctor) and came back to see my room had been ransacked by my grandmom, everything unplugged and rearanged. Then in a pile of cloths she threw on the ground was a note, telling me to
clean my whole room so its spotless, throw all cloths in laundry, polish all my furniture, clear out all my shelves and draws and organize them. And more.... Lovely.