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the worst enemy of them all aka that damned inner critic that savages you before you can even get started.
For me it's the opposite. While I am full of doubts, my inner critic and I are on good terms. He never pops in while I'm writing, though he occasionally raises an eyebrow after I've either finished writing or take a break. A stern look from me sends him scurrying back to his corner, though, and I happily ignore his grumbling.
When I was 17 I had absolutely no idea what I was getting into and no concept of failure. That absolute confidence and burning interest in writing spurred me to completing my first two manuscripts, and has been a HUGE part of my development as a writer. I remember when I scrapped my first novel nearly 100,000 words in and rewrote it from scratch without even batting an eye. When I told an online writer friend this, he thought I was absolutely bonkers and asked how I could do it. I didn't understand the question, because doing so was just that natural to me. The second version was much better than the first.
I miss those days; I'd write all day and be positively thrilled with what I was doing. Those days may be gone, but I couldn't be the writer I am now without the things I learned from that intense period.
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