I know this place
It was here I learned
to catch grasshoppers
with a cupped hand
And how to break open
The green stalks growing
Next to the fence
Scraping out the sweet bread with my teeth
It was under this tree I hid from the sun,
Vainly shying from her kisses
While weaving dandelion chains
I remember the bee sting;
My surprise at the betrayal
And morbid interest
When the swelling came
There was a sparrow nest
Wedged between leaning clothesline poles
Full of downy fledglings
Their tiny mouths stretched in screeches
Awaiting the morning catch
I watched them learn to fly
Jumping heavenward one by one
Diminishing into small dots
‘cross the wide Wyoming sky
One was left behind
Tumbling feather first in the grass
I gently tucked her into bed
In a tissue lined old shoe box
When I came to feed her crumbled worms
In the crisp and dawning light
I still remember her cold eyes,
Her stiff and soulless breast
I buried her beneath the tree
Offering gifts of Indian bread
And I wore the withered dandelions
In a wreath around my head
Yes, I know this place well
It’s where I first discovered
That I was alive