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Wasn't sure if I should put this here or in "Rejection and Dejection." It isn't about a rejection, but maybe the dejection part? Either way, it's about short story submissions.
So here it is:
I made a decent short story sale and I'll appear in their debut issue.
The acceptance letter also said they loved my writing so much, they encourage me to submit for future potential publicaiton.
So here's my thinking, which shows my poor self-esteem.
1) Do they really love my work or are they just saying that? Maybe this is just a standard form acceptance and they say that to everyone they accept.
2) I don't think I have any stories as good as that one!
3) What if I submit something and they don't like it? Then I've ruined my chance of becoming "a regular."
So here I am, with several submission-ready stories, fretting if they're good enough.
Fear of success, anyone?
I guess I can stop wondering why I haven't become a success yet, huh? A sale should get me excited, not fretful. Right?
So here it is:
I made a decent short story sale and I'll appear in their debut issue.
The acceptance letter also said they loved my writing so much, they encourage me to submit for future potential publicaiton.
So here's my thinking, which shows my poor self-esteem.
1) Do they really love my work or are they just saying that? Maybe this is just a standard form acceptance and they say that to everyone they accept.
2) I don't think I have any stories as good as that one!
3) What if I submit something and they don't like it? Then I've ruined my chance of becoming "a regular."
So here I am, with several submission-ready stories, fretting if they're good enough.
Fear of success, anyone?
I guess I can stop wondering why I haven't become a success yet, huh? A sale should get me excited, not fretful. Right?