So came back from my class. I'm going to fail it.... I failed my take home, and even though i did much better then everyone else on the in class, apparently that doesnt matter. I went to speak to my professer after class, to ask what exactly my grade was, because i figured i had the right to know.
He rolled his eyes and said "Well of course i dont have the exact grade"
"Well..."
"Your clearly not doing well you failed the take home."
"But on the in class..."
"You didnt do well on that either did you?"
"I'm not sure what 'well' on that test would be. I did much better then my group mates and many others in the class" I replied and he rolled his eyes again, then hesitate, finally replying
"That may be.... but your still not doing well at all. I dont know what you want else you want me to say, its not like it looks good for you."
Looks like its game over, even with the drastic improvment, clearly to him and his made up way of grading,(in which he just gives whatever to whoever he wants) it doesnt count.
Just got done emailing the Dean asking how to proceed and explaining all the effort and time spend on this course, after all its my second time taking it, and the ONLY class standing in my way of graduating.
But at this point I've lost all fucking hope. Funny how this morning i couldnt have been happier, I have an A in my fiction class so far. And what i can estimate to be A-'s in two others, and a B+ in another. Even got my scores back from my ACS exam retake. i went from a 17 to a 28! I was suppose to meet a 30, but hello, i was one question away! Then i get this news... seriously I'm giving the hell up. No matter how hard i work its all pointless i'm still going to fail in the end..