Hello all.
For my current project I am tackling a very serious issue; suicide.
One of my favourite parts of writing a story is the research, it has been my strong point for years as it is where I started before I got the writing bug proper.
However, the research for this project is really taking it out of me. It is such a desperately sad and heartbreaking issue and to spend hours at a time digging away at it really has a negative effect on my mindset. My use of the term 'digging' is rather poignant as it genuinely feels like I spend my evenings digging a shallow grave for myself which is only reset once I get to sleep. The next evening I dig again. I don't know if that will make sense to anyone but that's how it feels for myself.
Don't get me wrong, I am not suicidal, this is not a cry for help. But it does make me wonder whether anyone else has been through a similar situation? I'm assuming it must be quite a common problem because there are a lot of very heavy novels out there that deal with some horrific subjects and the authors must have given them the respect they deserve. So I don't feel like I can play fast and loose with a topic such as this, I need to take it serious and do my research good and proper. But it really is a dark and lonely journey.
Does anyone have any tips on how I can reduce the feeling of falling into the abyss?
For my current project I am tackling a very serious issue; suicide.
One of my favourite parts of writing a story is the research, it has been my strong point for years as it is where I started before I got the writing bug proper.
However, the research for this project is really taking it out of me. It is such a desperately sad and heartbreaking issue and to spend hours at a time digging away at it really has a negative effect on my mindset. My use of the term 'digging' is rather poignant as it genuinely feels like I spend my evenings digging a shallow grave for myself which is only reset once I get to sleep. The next evening I dig again. I don't know if that will make sense to anyone but that's how it feels for myself.
Don't get me wrong, I am not suicidal, this is not a cry for help. But it does make me wonder whether anyone else has been through a similar situation? I'm assuming it must be quite a common problem because there are a lot of very heavy novels out there that deal with some horrific subjects and the authors must have given them the respect they deserve. So I don't feel like I can play fast and loose with a topic such as this, I need to take it serious and do my research good and proper. But it really is a dark and lonely journey.
Does anyone have any tips on how I can reduce the feeling of falling into the abyss?