So, I received a rejection on a partial today. I took a long nap after that and just as I was waking up I heard a voice whisper, "Face it, it's not the agents. The book is good, but it's just not good enough." Even though the agent that rejected my full who I feel actually read the thing had good things to say about it - it just wasn't his type of thing, and he probably actually meant it - I'm so sick of staring at the same page on Querytracker, lol. I want to start afresh. So I decided that I will move on, focusing solely on another novel I'm writing, and send that out when it's polished while still partially hoping that an agent will respond favorably to this book. I still have a lot of hope for it, but I think it would be best to walk away and just give something else a look for a while.
But damn it, I knew it would be hard, just not this hard. I know I haven't been in the game for as long as some of the other people on AW (five years on a single book seems like a lot), but it seems difficult to keep up when you feel that there could be other valuable things you could do with your time. So, I'm waving the white flag, for now. I guess I'm not completely out of the game, as I'm still writing, but I'm fine with giving up for at least a little time.