Branwyn, just wanted to say, best of luck on all fronts. It sounds like you're having a really horrible time, but let's hope you're using up all your bad karma in one go and are due some good stuff soon.
And now for the self-pitying whinge...
The novel which got me the fab agent (I know he's fab, because he's selling loads of stuff...unfortunately none of it is mine), is still on sub. After more than three years. He hasn't told me whether the second one is on sub yet. In fact, I haven't heard from him since Easter. I've sent three very very polite but increasingly pleading emails, and nothing. I thought the endless silences were bad enough when I was still trying to get an agent...
I'm really trying to finish a rewrite on the current novel, I've even taken some time off to do it, but I keep thinking, really, why am I bothering? If one of the best agents in the business can't sell me, maybe I'm just not sellable. Am I being unreasonable? I feel completely stuck. I'm scared to actually phone him in case the whole house of cards comes tumbling down. I know how utterly ridiculous that sounds.
If anyone has any suggestions at all as to my next move, I'd be very grateful.
And now for the self-pitying whinge...
The novel which got me the fab agent (I know he's fab, because he's selling loads of stuff...unfortunately none of it is mine), is still on sub. After more than three years. He hasn't told me whether the second one is on sub yet. In fact, I haven't heard from him since Easter. I've sent three very very polite but increasingly pleading emails, and nothing. I thought the endless silences were bad enough when I was still trying to get an agent...
I'm really trying to finish a rewrite on the current novel, I've even taken some time off to do it, but I keep thinking, really, why am I bothering? If one of the best agents in the business can't sell me, maybe I'm just not sellable. Am I being unreasonable? I feel completely stuck. I'm scared to actually phone him in case the whole house of cards comes tumbling down. I know how utterly ridiculous that sounds.
If anyone has any suggestions at all as to my next move, I'd be very grateful.