Ooh, I got an email today that one of my stories is with the editor-in-chief for consideration! I've never gotten that before, it's rather exciting. This story has already been rejected 10 times, but those were all pro markets. I think I set my sights too high, but hey, you never know if you never try.
I'm feeling very all over the place!
Three weeks ago I had an email from an employee at a good agency who I am taking to be a reader (no title on her email). She loved what she had read of my work so far and asked for the full. When I sent it she told me that she loved my book so much that she had already told the Main Agent Person about it and she too would be reading the full. So far so good!
I just got an email from her updating me that she had read my book and was very excited about it, and that Main Agent Person was also reading it and they hoped to get back to me next week.
Now, obviously, this is all very exciting. This is a good boutique agency and I would snap their hand off for an offer. But! I am very conscious that the woman who is emailing me is not an agent herself, and internet searches show only that she works for this agency and has previously done internships at other agencies.
So this enthusiasm from her may be premature and could very well be be the result of inexperience. The Main Agent Person might have a hundred ms she is interested in right now and might not think my book a good fit at all. So I am trying not to get my hopes up and I am telling myself that if nothing comes of it, I should take this sort of feedback as a sign that I am on the right track and should carry on. In other words, I am trying to manage my expectations so that if the answer comes back as a NO then I don't crash and burn.
But OMG this is the closet I have EVER felt to being offered representation and I realise how ready I am for it. This is the third book in ten years I have queried, and this is the first book that has got me any serious response. For so many years I never really thought it would happen. I always wanted to be an author, but I lacked confidence and the know-how, and I queried more in hope than expectation. But not this time. This time I meant it. It feels like when you're in a job and you know you've outgrown it and you're ready for your promotion? I'm tired of being where I am and I'm ready for the next level.
Does this make sense?
I'm feeling very all over the place!
Three weeks ago I had an email from an employee at a good agency who I am taking to be a reader (no title on her email). She loved what she had read of my work so far and asked for the full. When I sent it she told me that she loved my book so much that she had already told the Main Agent Person about it and she too would be reading the full. So far so good!
I just got an email from her updating me that she had read my book and was very excited about it, and that Main Agent Person was also reading it and they hoped to get back to me next week.
Now, obviously, this is all very exciting. This is a good boutique agency and I would snap their hand off for an offer. But! I am very conscious that the woman who is emailing me is not an agent herself, and internet searches show only that she works for this agency and has previously done internships at other agencies.
So this enthusiasm from her may be premature and could very well be be the result of inexperience. The Main Agent Person might have a hundred ms she is interested in right now and might not think my book a good fit at all. So I am trying not to get my hopes up and I am telling myself that if nothing comes of it, I should take this sort of feedback as a sign that I am on the right track and should carry on. In other words, I am trying to manage my expectations so that if the answer comes back as a NO then I don't crash and burn.
But OMG this is the closet I have EVER felt to being offered representation and I realise how ready I am for it. This is the third book in ten years I have queried, and this is the first book that has got me any serious response. For so many years I never really thought it would happen. I always wanted to be an author, but I lacked confidence and the know-how, and I queried more in hope than expectation. But not this time. This time I meant it. It feels like when you're in a job and you know you've outgrown it and you're ready for your promotion? I'm tired of being where I am and I'm ready for the next level.
Does this make sense?
Got a personal rejection from PodCastle for my short but even though it was " very well received" and "in the final round of consideration" it just wasn't what they were looking for. I am very discouraged by this because I have no other professional fantasy markets to submit to and I thought this might be my ticket into the SFWA.
Got a personal rejection from PodCastle for my short but even though it was " very well received" and "in the final round of consideration" it just wasn't what they were looking for. I am very discouraged by this because I have no other professional fantasy markets to submit to and I thought this might be my ticket into the SFWA.
Thanks for the encouragement, guys! I know the story is good but I had sent the bad boring draft to the top magazines and this was my last shot with this particular one. Wish I had edited it some more before wasting all of those chances.