I don't believe I've ever posted in this thread, but I've been actively lurking it every day day for almost two years now, riding these ups and downs of sub madness hell with you guys. And I swear sometimes the one thing that kept me sane was reading other's stories and knowing they'd gone through the same thing. I went out on sub January 2014 with book 1 (YA scifi mystery) full of swagger and sure this would be a piece of cake; I'd gotten multiple offers of rep, my agent kicked ass, I was sure this would be over and done in a few weeks. How wrong I was. After months rolled by with heart-breakingly close rejections (or even worse) silence, I sank into Sub Madness, flopping wildly from anxiety to despair. I was supposed to be working on the sequel, but how the hell could I do that when I was rapidly losing confidence in the first book?
Then, after about 7 months on sub, I suddenly was hit with a stroke of inspiration for Book 2 (YA fantasy). I rapid-fire cranked out a first 50 and sent it to my agent; she loved it, and had huge confidence in it. I shut myself into a writing crave and blitzed away until I had a draft. I sent it to my agent; she LOVED it. We went out on a sub a month ago. We heard back almost right away. And now...
http://www.publishersweekly.com/pw/...67152-rights-report-week-of-june-15-2015.html --- I'm the second one down.
Holy shit, guys. After 1 or 17 months on sub, depending on how you slice it, it finally happened. It honestly feels unreal. It's barely sunk in yet. But it can happen. It really can.