Oh, IAMAWRITER, my goodness. I'm so sorry. Been there myself. I always convince myself that the words I write to replace them will be better than what I lost, but boy, it's no fun at all.
1172 today. I'll probably punt on the outlining for the moment. On Saturday I want to go back to my edits on the beta - step 1 is to go over everybody's feedback and decide what I want to change and how I want to change it.